updates are hard (i am reaching stage oh-no-not-a-post-again of being a blogger) • 05

It's so much easier to write on my fan stuffs blog than this one for some reason.
Well, I do have some things to say but a lot of it I have already said on my most recent post on, again, that hideous fan blog.

I've ordered a total of 3 albums online recently!
These are the first things I've ordered online as a fan of something. Other than books.
I ordered BAP's First Sensibility from kpopmart and BAP's One Shot and BTS's Skool Luv Affair from Amazon- but I'm a bit worried how the quality of the Amazon ones will turn out because especially on BAP's, reviewers said Amazon's shipping and handling for these were no good. Hopefully I don't get my album with a nice pretty dent in the side. Anyways I won't elaborate on the service or anything here as I did on my other one- and when I actually get them I'll probably do some sort of mini review on it that hopefully will be very short and only consist of things like "it came quickly" and "it's in perfect condition" ^^'

So, SacAnime was many synonyms of amazing.
It was really cool I have to say. Met my expectations for my first convention, definitely. Even if I ended up only buying something that didn't even relate to anime because I'm kind of extremely frugal and indecisive and reluctant to buy things that I don't need that I think are even slightly overpriced. So it's a struggle.
(there were bts jin socks that's all you need to know about the merchandise they sold) lol jk. but they had a lot of kpop artist socks there lmao. Oh, and alpacas. Shun the alpacas, we said, trying to avoid buying one, but in the end Ace bought one and I just wasted my money on albums eheheh totally. not like either investment was productive.


i really want to go to kcon someday but sadly i wouldnt see b.a.p would i ;-; thats okay just to go is amazing but omg how about BTS or BTOB or VIXX asdjkfadgskhasg

and 3, i've just found a picture of my friend with one ok rock's TAKA AND BOY AM I JEALOUS 

SACANIME • 04

OKAY GUYS
We're leaving for SacAnime in only a few hours. Yesterday and the day before and then even the day before we were like, "Hey... SacAnime is really close. It's seriously really close" and now it's in less than a day. !!
Ace and I (psst her blog is in my sidebar) are at my house right now and getting our stuff together, and Sushi is on her way right now. We're all going in my car, so hopefully being stuck together for a couple hours won't ruin anything.
So, as i've basically complained in EVERY OTHER POST, I procrastinated a lot. I ordered the wig too late and I realized they (Epic Cosplay) were closed for the holidays, and then once it actually shipped, it arrived at a CLOSED post office since Thursday was New Year's Day. Thankfully, we are going to be able to pick it up this morning and if it doesn't work, then I will probably just put my hair up in pigtails with my blunt bangs and call it good. ("Hahaha, who am I? Oh, you know, just...you know, haha, like, my favorite character from- omo! Look, I think that's my brother over there getting into trouble! ehehehe. i guess i have to just go now. shame.")

its beautiful

wtf

quickly crappily photoshopping is unhealthily and hysterically entertaining
sorry not sorry

bragging a little • 03

Okay, so I'm disobeying my own advice from the last post by writing here today, but why not.
Guess what I got for Christmas?
Wrong!
Okay. I was given 3 gifts by family but that is perfectly enough. Thank you guys so so much (although you're not going to read this, recieve these thanks mentally too)
(don't worry, I did actually thank them.)

Something I'm counting as one gift is a total of $100. I know that's not that much necessarily, but wow. Guess where that's going? cosplay and merch :D
omg wait
omg hold on a freaking second merch merch i can buy merch omg omg korean boys all over my walls its happening

I also got a pair of Skullcandy in-ear earbuds! They sound great. With my ~800 songs this will definitely be used :3 Hopefully I don't kill them. Well, I can fall back on my Apple earpods anyways, but it's not the same thing.
And last but definitely not least is something I've been wanting for a while now. An Intuos Pen and Touch tablet! I'm literally using it as my mouse right now out of enthusiasm. And I was listening to music this morning hiding out in my bed from all the people for like an hour. sorry mom, i wasn't actually asleep  _(:] L)_

So I'm just really happy right now and thank you thank you.
If you bought/gave anybody at all anything for Christmas, thank you!

> so, what did you get for xmas? <

hapi hollydaes • 02

MERRY CHRISTMAS (EVE)

I'm still procrastinating on SacAnime

I actually haven't gotten anything productive done at all, cosplay or not, for the past couple of days.

I'm screwed, guys. Shipping online takes time

I like planned and stuff

And I then like totally Kess-ed it all

(aka procrastination, forgetting, and saying i'll "only watch one video" like this moron or this moron or over a minute of a grown man eating salad to really cute music.)

And as my friend Ace (are you happy cierra) probably knows, i kind of panic easily. sort of easily.

I have two panic modes, as i like to call them. 

(I HAVE NO DISORDER OR ANYTHING MEDICAL. at least that I know of)

I can internally stress out and kill things in my head while looking like i don't give a squid 

or

i will act like/look like i'm dying and stressing and clawing the furniture while being harassed by internal conflict and being corrupted by agony and the feeling of holy-squid-i'm-out-of-time

...but on the inside it's all sunshine and smiles and plans and "ok i got dis lol"

So. Merry Christmas, but I'm just going to go ahead and post this today on Christmas Eve because my relatives are coming over as you probably read from my post two days ago (but you probably actually didn't so just use the glorious common sense ability to infer that I probably posted that on a post two days ago such wow) and i'm too lazy to schedule this post. 

or, don't feel like scheduling it. in truth, on my fan blog, i have like four posts scheduled ._. i'm too enthusiastic-

but there are endless wonders to share my friends and i will not have things that stop me from posting stop me from posting. 

i'm kind of random/hyper right now, i'm sorry. this was really pointless.

okay • 01

hello!

let's introduction, how about it.

i'm KESS, or 怡轩/yixuan. i'm 100% TAIWANESE and an avid follower of

anime, kpop, k/jrock, and lots of other random things i won't bother to mention. 

sadly i'm also kind of useless in those fandoms because i'm honestly too lazy to gif or make fanart or edit or write fanfics. I know how to do all that and have before, but like i said... i'd rather waste all my time and procrastinate like a loser.

on that note...

I'M GOING TO MY FIRST CONVENTION IN A WEEK. (OMG ASDFGHJKL)

WITHOUT MY COSPLAY READY.

I know. I'm a genius. Thank you, thank you, no need to flatter me. Keep your roses.

Me, my best friend Cierra, or Ace, our friend Sushi (Sushi stands for anonymity), and my friend/neighbor..um (not sure about anonymity here either- can you tell i'm a bit paranoid sometimes) are going to SacAnime in January! 

I'm planning to go as Touka Kirishima from Tokyo Ghoul, whom I very much adore (but she'd probably kill me anyways). Ace is going as Winry from FMA, and miss Sushi is cosplaying Hanji, who's from AOT. 

...I'm just going to subtly forget to mention my neighbor's character. I forgot it- sorry ^^'

well, my relatives are coming over for a stay TOMORROW and are stealing my room, so i have to furiously scrub the walls down with bleach and cover the bathroom floor in rubbing alcohol. Or something.