hapi hollydaes • 02

MERRY CHRISTMAS (EVE)

I'm still procrastinating on SacAnime

I actually haven't gotten anything productive done at all, cosplay or not, for the past couple of days.

I'm screwed, guys. Shipping online takes time

I like planned and stuff

And I then like totally Kess-ed it all

(aka procrastination, forgetting, and saying i'll "only watch one video" like this moron or this moron or over a minute of a grown man eating salad to really cute music.)

And as my friend Ace (are you happy cierra) probably knows, i kind of panic easily. sort of easily.

I have two panic modes, as i like to call them. 

(I HAVE NO DISORDER OR ANYTHING MEDICAL. at least that I know of)

I can internally stress out and kill things in my head while looking like i don't give a squid 

or

i will act like/look like i'm dying and stressing and clawing the furniture while being harassed by internal conflict and being corrupted by agony and the feeling of holy-squid-i'm-out-of-time

...but on the inside it's all sunshine and smiles and plans and "ok i got dis lol"

So. Merry Christmas, but I'm just going to go ahead and post this today on Christmas Eve because my relatives are coming over as you probably read from my post two days ago (but you probably actually didn't so just use the glorious common sense ability to infer that I probably posted that on a post two days ago such wow) and i'm too lazy to schedule this post. 

or, don't feel like scheduling it. in truth, on my fan blog, i have like four posts scheduled ._. i'm too enthusiastic-

but there are endless wonders to share my friends and i will not have things that stop me from posting stop me from posting. 

i'm kind of random/hyper right now, i'm sorry. this was really pointless.